Free Will, Episode 10

Free Will is back again for more mystery, more intrigue, and more full-cast goodness! Today, as the small events on the Moon start to make big waves, it’s time for Episode 10 of Free Will and Other Compulsions, in which Jim unlocks a secret with cooking, Jana levels up, and Marian plots her revenge.
 

Cast this week (in order of appearance):
Derek Moore as Jim Hartman
Rachel Underhill as The Waitress
Lauren Scribe Harris as Felecia Knight
Kitty NicIaian as Anir Chandrasekhar
Veronica Giguere as Marian Shelley
Andrea Fender as Jana
Tee Morris as Guillermo Chang
Chris Lester as Hector Cromwell
and Dave Robison as Blake


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Podcasts, Blogs, and Books: Updates

For those of you following the Nanocast, the Blogging Antithesis Series, and who have been suffering long for the want of the Free Will podcast, a quick update:

I had an opportunity to do a YA adventure novel for a big event coming up, but I had a very thin timeline on which to do it, so I had to drop everything. I got to working on it around the 20th of last month, and am going to be finishing it up today or tomorrow.

This YA is called Hadrian’s Flight, and it’a a new book for the Antithesis universe. It begins during Predestination and bridges events well into book 3. When the chance to write this book dropped in my lap, I decided to use it to work out what’s going on in other parts of the story universe, so that I know what I’m dealing with in Book 3. Should speed up progress on that front, because I won’t have to stop so often and draw things out on the whiteboard.

There’s been a lot else going on, too. Wild adventures fortunately drawing to a close. There will be a lot more detail about all of that in this week’s Free Will podcast (to drop Friday)–it’s not up-to-the-minute, as I recorded the aftershow a few weeks back, and much more has happened since then, but I’ll finish the story in the episode after that.

I start recording the next block of NaNoCast tomorrow night. New episodes will start dropping on Monday. I’m a bit thin on questions, so if you’ve got some, now’s the time to send ’em in. Currently I’ve got enough for a little over two weeks of material–would love to do a solid month or more’s worth of recording, so don’t be shy!

Be seeing you soon!

The New Old Future

Warning: The following is a longish post, and contains things some people might consider political. It takes no partisan positions. It is a commentary on the underlying conditions upon which politics and economics will proceed over the next generation. If you wish to avoid this kind of thing, stop reading now.

So, politics is going crazy right now and everyone is trying to figure out why. Have the Republicans lost their minds? Have the Democrats sold out their base? Is the US doomed? And what the hell is going on with Europe? And why are the Russians taking an interest in our elections (even throwing government resources behind it)?

What, in fact, are we in for?

Predicting the future is a mug’s game because, most of the time, it’s impossible to get right. But sometimes, you really can boil everything down to one single factor, and this time we can.

That factor?

Demography.

In my Brexit post I explained a bit about the world’s demographic problem. Long story short, almost every country in the world has more old people than young people, and that’s creating huge economicĀ andĀ social changes. Because this is a situation that humanity has literally never had to deal with before (it’s basically the cultural equivalent of suddenly needing to breathe water), it’s creating a bunch of problems.

In the US, though, we have a different problem, and this is one we’ve dealt with before:

We have a demographic bulge chasing hard on the heels of a lost generation.

Gen X is SO small compared to the Baby Boomers that we are just now reaching wage parity with where we “should have been” at this point, based on historical trends, and that’s only because the boomers are retiring (finally!) and freeing up higher paying jobs.

But coming up right behind us are the Millenials, and they’re almost as big as the Boomers were (in terms of percentage-of-population). What’s more, their relationship to us is very similar to the Boomers relationship to the Builder generation.

When you have demographic stutter like this, you get a couple things that are VERY culturally destabilizing.

    1. A generation gap
      Generation gaps–where the older people can’t even talk sensibly to the younger people because they inhabit different worlds–is normal when the younger generation is in their teens and still in high school. When there’s a demographic stutter, though, the effect persists into middle age.
      Generation gaps are culturally dangerous, because they create discontinuity–younger people don’t acquire a natural understanding of history or heritage or the way the world works, and older people–who wield power–become unmoored from the ground-level problems that their power exists to address. A stark generation gap creates a society where almost nobody understands what’s going on–and where almost nobody wants to.This causes gigantic political divides and major political restructuring. Read up on how the Democrats and Republicans basically switched sides along the cultural divide in the late 1960s (setting us up for the culture wars we’ve been living through ever since) for a taste of what that can entail.

From the realm of politics, the generation gap brought us the Civil Rights movement and women’s lib, but it also brought us the drug war (specifically designed as a tool to disenfranchise young people and keep black communities down), the New Right, the New Left, race wars, etc..

In the realm of culture, it brought us psychadellic rock, the summer of love, and New Hollywood–but it also brought us Charles Manson, Jim Jones, the Satanic Panic (a late effect of the same demographic shifts), and a whole bunch of other crap–some of which is still ringing in our ears today.

  1. A jobs gap
    Lots of twenty-somethings and not so many forty-somethings mean that there aren’t going to be enough jobs to go around. The Boomers marched like an invading army into the job market in lockstep between 1960 and 1975, and their entry into the job market created stagflation, declining wages, moribund unions, rising qualifications, and the general economic malaise that characterized the 1970s.
    And because there weren’t enough American jobs to supply the generation with money, the goods for them to live had to come from somewhere. So, cheap foreign cars (VW and Honda and Toyota), and cheap foreign consumer goods (Chinese and Japanese electronics and trinkets) had to flood in to meet the demand–and these cheap foreign substitutes very quickly developed a superior reputation to the American alternatives, which drove American companies out of business.
    Where once it was expected that wages in general would rise every year, suddenly they stopped. Benefits rose instead once job growth resumed (because benefits are taxed differently).
    And, during this pinch-period, you started needing things like a high school diploma to collect garbage, or a college degree to go into electronics. This isn’t because those jobs required those things–a smart person willing to learn can pick up what they need in on-the-job training–it’s because there were too many applicants, and hiring managers needed a way to quickly thin the herd.

We are currently somewhere in the middle of our on-lining of our next demographic bulge, which would, in historical analog terms, put us in the 1969-1971 era. Not all the fundamentals are the same, so the effects won’t be identical, but I think we can extrapolate a few things.

So, here are a few things that I’m fairly certain will happen, no matter who’s in power, over the next few years:

Wages dip, then rise, for Millenials
Millenials are doing to the job market what the Boomers did, but the effect is a little less pronounced because the economy is more diverse, so it’s hitting different sectors differently. Still, we should see flat wages and eternal ennui for Millenials through about 2020-2022, after which things will get a lot better.

Interest rates are about to go way up
The Boomers are retiring. That means they’re pulling their money out of the lending markets. By about 2020, they’ll be all-out, and interest rates will go from 0-3% to 6-9% for mortgages and other prime-tethered stuff. Your credit cards will get a LOT more expensive.

Taxes will also go way up
The Boomers are going to cost us a fortune in social security and medicare, and employees are going to pay for it with higher SocSec and income tax contributions.

There will probably be another European war
Russia has the opposite problem we do–instead of too many people, they have too few even to secure their own borders…unless they re-capture the Balkans and some of the East Bloc countries (that gives them the Caucus mountains on their border, which they DO have enough people to defend). That’s why they’re moving on Ukraine now. Expect the rest of the Balkans to come soon–they only have another five years before their army is too small to do the job.

Authoritarian Political Candidates and the Destruction of Political Parties
As a result, partly, of the generation gap, the major political parties are in disarray. It’s in the nature of humans (especially ones in middle age and over) to react to uncertainty and cultural fragmentation by looking for “strong leaders” who will “help people” and “preserve our failing culture/nation/ideals/etc.” so that’s what both parties are nominating.
On the other hand, it’s in the nature of younger voters to seek more libertarian candidates. Expect a major political re-alignment along two major axes: class (working class vs. upper and middle class) and power (authoritarian vs. libertarian). This will replace our old major alignment which was forged by different attitudes toward culture (race/gender equality/immigration) and the cold war (too much to fit into a parenthetical).

in the mid-to-late 2020s through the 2050s, America is going to see the kind of prosperity it saw in the 80s and 90s
A demographic bulge sucks at the front end, but once the mass of people reaches their mid 30s, things get very, very nice indeed. We can expect a long period of stability and prosperity coming out of this shift, aided by a continually-rising floor due to other factors that I don’t have time to go into here.

The Take Away
It’s also going to be very, VERY bumpy. And this will happen no matter who gets elected or holds power. This is all the stage upon which politics is played–politicians can make things better or worse within a narrow window of possibilities set forth by reality.

Demographics is the biggest single factor shaping our reality today. And it will be for the next decade.

There are other big factors (like tech), but they pale in comparison to what demogrpahy is doing.

So, don’t worry too much. The future is bright. REALLY bright. Literally brighter than it has ever been in all of human history.

But, for a while, at least, it is going to require us all to be very adaptable and fast on our feet.

Now I Can Finally Talk Brexit!

I’ve been holding on to this one for a while. The following post contains geopolitics (not party politics), so if that bothers you, feel free to skip out.

Me, since I write books rooted in geopolitics? I’ve been rapt. I am not a citizen of the UK or the EU, and I’m not a resident, either, so I didn’t feel quite right about campaigning for either side of the current excitement. Those of you in the UK already have too many people telling you what to do–far be it for me to add to the confusion. I’ve only seen bits and snatches of the propaganda war going on over this campaign, but from this side of the pond, it looked pretty goddamn ugly all around.

Such is the case with heated issues in politics.
Continue reading Now I Can Finally Talk Brexit!

Blogging Antithesis: Day 65-68

Oh, man, what a difference a few days can make!

Trixie waits
Trixie waits for Antithesis

Shortly after my most recent post, I went into a bit of a tail spin over one of the issues that has tripped me up time and again with this book, and this series.

By way of background:
I initially envisioned The Antithesis Progression, as a gigantic, epic, be-all-end-all cold war spy thriller in space. It would cover several books, and would tell the story of the first interplanetary war from the point of view of the skulduggerous thugs and spies who did the shadow work to start it and keep it under control.

It was going to be high-energy, high-stakes, breathless suspense, and I was going to set it apart from the bulk of the spy genre with strong characterizations, which I hoped would lend it more human stakes.

I had some models in mind for those human stakes–Ken Follett’s Pillars of the Earth was a major one–but depite that, it was basically supposed to be a marriage of Tom Clancy and Robert Ludlum, with just a little extra leavening.

Great idea, right? Well, I thought so at the time.

But I Had This Problem
About 20% of the way into writing book 2, I stalled out. Pretty hard. It drove me crazy–I thought it was because I was podcasting Down From Ten at the time. Then, when I got going again, things were really slow. I figured it was because the book was so big and complex, and it kept getting bigger and more complex as I went.

When book 2 wrapped up, I was ecstatic, but when it came time to start book 3 a few months later, I stalled out. And I kept stalling out every time I came back to it, year after year, until it became this big singularity of artistic paranoia.

I wondered if I’d lost my mojo, but I was writing books left and right, so I figured I was just growing into the rest of the series. Last year I finally mustered up the determination to kick this thing’s ass once and for all. Stare down the terror and intimidation and teach this story who’s boss.

The result has been this blog. And, as you can see by the stops and starts I’ve been running into over the course of this endeavor, it’s been only middlingly successful–the book is getting written, but it’s proving exceptionally difficult compared to the rest of the writing I’ve done in the last couple years.

And it’s been driving me crazy. So crazy, that on Saturday…well, I had a little bit of a meltdown.

What Is This Thing?
One of the questions that’s dogged me about this series from the beginning is: “What is it?”
It’s been a nightmare to brand it for release. My publisher at AWP has had a hell of a time trying to do a series re-brand, because it’s not space opera, and it’s not HardSF, and it’s…well, it doesn’t seem to fit anywhere comfortably.

And, as I’ve grown as a writer, it’s stopped being just a publishing problem, it’s become a creative problem.

Thrillers have a particular structure and set of conventions. So do spy novels. So do political thrillers. And that’s what I’ve been trying to write.

But what’s come out, since book 1, has been something different, and I’ve been creatively at war with myself since the beginning of book 2, as I’ve been aware, on some level, that what I was producing was not matching up with what I was trying to do. I couldn’t put a label on it.

And, on Saturday, I hit that wall again. I’m up over 50,000 words, and I’m a little less than a quarter of the way through the story I was intending to tell in this book. That means this book will be another 200,000+ word doorstop–and that’s not a length that’s suitable for a thriller or a spy novel. Not even close. And I got…bent out of shape about it.

Fortunately, I had this mini-meltdown in the presence of my most excellent publisher, Kitty NicIaian.
When I was done, she had a thoughtful look on her face, and after a moment she said:
“You know, more than anything else, this series is like North & South in space.

Bingo.

The scales fell from my eyes, and I finally beheld Antithesis in all its undisguised glory. Not as a thriller, not as a spy novel, not even as a political mystery story…

But as another thing entirely–one of the oldest, and most popular genres of literature in the western world:

Family Saga.

Pillars of the Earth, North and South, The Winds of War, Brideshead Revisited, Roots, The Godfather, Dune, Fall of Giants, War and Rememberance, War and Peace, these are some great examples of a genre that stretches all the way back to the foundational litereature of the western world.

And, growing up, it was my favorite genre. More than mystery or SF or Fantasy, which I devoured voraciously.

And it never once occurred to me that I was writing one.

I spent the next day wandering around saying “Family saga. Wow. How bout that?”

And the creative barriers were evaporating in front of me.

Wherefore Now?
Since then, I’ve written about five thousand words–as many words as I posted for net gain in the whole of May.
Those words did come at the expense of one chapter that wound up not mattering, and a lot of notes that I wrote through and incorporated in.

So, all in all, I’m posting a net gain for the last few days of 1157 words. Not grand. But oh man, they’re coming so much easier.

Onward and upward! For the first time since April, I feel like I have a prayer of finishing this series by December or January.

OBTW, for now I’m keeping the word-o-meter set at a target length of 120,000 words to finish, because I have no idea what this new awareness will do to how the book unfolds. In the future, I may have to re-set it for a higher target word count.

53,973 / 120000 words
 

Bundle Announcement: Not Only Humans

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For a limited time, get one of my weirdest and chewiest mysteries along with eleven other forays into the realm where the human meets the inhuman in the Not Only Humans bundle at BundleRabbit.


From galaxy-spanning alien cultures to the discovery of Bigfoot, these page-turning novels feature gripping stories where humans and non-humans work together, fight each other, and even fall in love.


My contribution is Silent Victor, wherein Clarke Lantham must uncover how a team of gray aliens stole a meteorite and a security guard from the California Academy of Sciences-and why they’d bother.

This is a name-your-own-price deal, but it’s only going on for another five days. Move fast and you’ll make out like a bandit!

 

Blogging Antithesis: Day 54-64

June is here! Summer has brought wonderfulness! An end to writer’s block! An end to the endless irritation that seems to saturate May every year!

First item of news, which I’ll have a proper announcement about tomorrow, is that I’m in a new book bundle. half-page-300x600

The theme of the bundle is “Not Only Humans.” It’s got some great stuff in it, from science fiction to mysteries to fantasies, all of which feature characters or plots that are strongly influenced by the presence of non-human actors (you know, like aliens, vampires, werewolves, faeries, etc.)
Check it out for yourself by clicking here

Now, on to the writing…

Totalling up the word count for May on Antithesis I get a grand total of….
5,200 words.
Dismal. Absolutely dismal, I tell you. So dismal that I almost decided to stay up another hour just to beat that monthly total in one evening. Might do that tomorrow, just to prove the point.

I mean, sure, yeah, I spent most of the month sick and dealing with the fall-out from being sick, but that only exacerbated a deeper problem that I was trying to avoid:

I was fighting major project block. I’d written myself into a corner. Every time I tried to write myself out, it felt forced and read false. I cared too much about the storyline that I was having trouble relaxing and just writing it.

Which storyline, you ask? It revolves around a new character who’s involved in a rather interesting faction that is in the process of turning culty. They’re going to have a big role to play in the proceedings. I eventually figured out that I was experiencing a weird kind of shyness about going for the gusto with this new character.

Once I realized that was going on, I took a few days off and went back and read through a boatload of material on the Manson family. Particularly court transcripts, court videos, and a bunch of videos with Squeaky Fromme, Patricia Krenwinkle, Susan Atkins, et.al. There is a gestalt to cult movements at a certain stage of development that is very difficult to get right, and it’s one I used to be very familiar with. Somehow, I’d lost touch with since leaving the San Francisco area that I reconnected with, and that re-invigorated my culty characters.

Once I finally broke that dam this morning, the words started flowing. I wound the day on a really good note, left myself in a great place to pick up tomorrow, and rounded out the day by recording another ten episodes for the next block of the Nanocast.

Finally a respectable word count today. I made 3345 without really breaking a sweat. Now, to make that an everyday thing again.

Starting word count: 49282
Ending word count: 52627

52,627 / 120000 words
 

Blogging Antithesis: Day 40-53

Oi. Well, May is shaping up to be kind of a shit show. Personal crap is keeping me away from the keyboard most of the time, which is making me go stir crazy. Add to that a lot of client work (which does pay the rent, so I can’t complain much) and illnesses going around the house, and I’ve gone to bed most nights wondering whether I’m just a lazy writer.

Well, I am a lazy writer, but I wonder if I’m lazier than I gave myself credit for.

The net result was that over week and a half starting at my last blog entry, I got a grand total of 820 new words done, in a single writing shift on the thirteenth.

Then, two nights ago I got fed up with myself and got back to it. I knocked out that chapter that was killing me (finally) with a proper three-thousand word evening…
…only to lose about half of that work in a vicious conspiracy between the gods of computer crashing and the gods of autosave (who were evidently out having drinks when the computer crashing gods came around).

So, last night I looked at the manuscript, despaired, and went to the recording booth to do more client work.

Today was different.
Today I spent the bulk of the day working on the next block of Nanocast episodes which will post starting tomorrow. Then I went to bed for a nap that wound up being rather longer than I expected, then I returned to the keyboard and broke through the mental block, recapturing that lost scene and drawing even with my previous progress.

Not a lot of words, but it’s something. Gross gain of 1500, net gain of 820 due to cutting out notes on the manuscript and other misselany.

Here’s the current state of play:

48,153 / 120000 words
 

Blogging Antithesis: Day 39

Things are back in full swing here. The day was packed, end-to-end, with lovely, lovely work.
First shift for me actually started out with trying to get the pup worn out. I got about three miles of walking in, which is less than I’ve gotten accustomed to but was just about what the post-injury knee could comfortably take. On the upside, the pup got about twelve miles of running in as a result of a very stubborn little orange ball that just would not stay with any of her humans, despite her fervent attempts to keep it from escaping into the surf.
Hey, what can I say? It kept her busy enough that I could actually hatch some evil plans with a potential client who joined me on the walk, and then go on to hatch further evil plans with another writer who was along for the stroll.
And the agate-hunting wasn’t bad either.
All in all, a good way to start off the day.

After I got home, there was a good solid AWP board meeting where She Who Must Not Be Named and I got all our in-house evil plans hashed out for the month. We finally figured out how to hang war boards in the office lofts, so the final part of our Evil Plan Management System is in place (huzzah!). Turns out that the evil plans really are ticking over–the amount left to do is shrinking at a glorious, if alarming, rate. I may soon have to cope with the problem of not being behind on anything.
A little intimidating, but I think I just might be up for it.

Once we had a plan, we hit the books.
Well, She Who Must Not Be Named hit the books. Suave Rob 3, to be precise. She set up on the couch with the manuscript and started her proof-and-continuity pass over the thing. Trixie noticed she was at work, so helpfully occupied the other half of the couch so that Kitty would have a place to put the pages she’d finished with. I caught a glimpse of it when I came downstairs to discover the collaboration-in-progress:

Trixie tries her paws at editing
Trixie, editorial assistant.

Me? I finished up some video production work and dove into some 3D graphics training for a while. Getting my skill-set updated to include character modeling and animation, in anticipation of a big project later this year.

Around 2AM I shifted gears, and set down to do my writing. I got about a thousand words down, hit a wall, threw them all out, got another thousand down, threw those out, and backed up to the beginning of the chapter and took another run at it. I might have to wind up abandoning this storyline for a while and coming back to it later. There’s a piece I haven’t been able to find yet.

On the other hand, I’ve left it in a place where I just might be able to run out the system. Just as I was wrapping up, I realized that my problem is that I’ve been resisting adding a new important character to the mix, because I’m afraid of losing track of all the moving pieces. So, tomorrow, I’m going to bite the bullet and take one more run at it, and see if I can beat it–if I can’t, I’m going to hop storylines for a while and then come back to this one.

This kind of stuff is a problem that I had with Book 2 of this series, and it comes from the complexity of the thing. It leads to a lot of second-guessing, false trails, and other stuff. And, since my characters have already blown up my outline, I’ve got that uncertainty going on without a map.

I’m having more fun, and this book is definitely even better than the last one (at least so far), and I’m working this in the way that I’ve learned how to work over the last ten books, but there’s still a huge lump of fear around “getting it right,” which is screwing me up. It’s all head games at this point. I’ll get through it, one way or another.

But, unlike with Book 2 when I’d get stuck like this, I’m actually excited about these roadblocks. I’ve learned to trust my process in a way that I didn’t used to, so I’m fairly certain that my subconscious will work this out.

Net progress: negligible. But I’m heading to bed in a fantastic mood, because I left things in a place where things could really take off tomorrow.

Blogging Antithesis: Day 32-38

Sigh

Sometimes, self discipline is a bitch. Life has weeks where it throws one thing after another at you, and it’s too easy to just piss and moan about it, which is why I disappeared for the last few days. Last Wednesday I got thrown off my beam by a knee injury. That got followed by a flu. That got followed by a SNAFU with the Free Will podcast drop that delayed things by a week. And that got followed up, right quick, with a whole bunch of minor-but-completely-distracting personal crap.

Frustrating, that’s what it was. And I let it get into my head and seriously screw with me. Which, in the end, is my responsibility and nobody else’s.

It’s not that I didn’t manage to work–I did. Got a new block of the Nanocast moving. Got some paperwork out of the way. Read a couple good books (I’ll review them here later on, when I’ve got more sleep in me). And, in general, I made progress on the things that keep the world moving round, but I tell you…

When I’m not working on this book, things just seem…gray.

Well, I finally got back to it tonight. Felt like bashing my head through a brick wall. I’d been away from the manuscript so long I didn’t want to think about it. Everything in the world was more interesting to me than writing–that’s not an exaggeration. Clipping my toenails was, literally, more interesting than writing.

Thankfully I only have ten toes, so I wound up with nicely groomed toenails and one less excuse to not-write.

Eventually, I relented. I found a secret sauce that slipped me into something of a groove (the soundtrack from David Lynch’s Dune does it for me every time) and I sank in, only to find that Brittany’s storyline is taking a very dark and interesting turn. She might turn out to be a bigger player, with a very different role, than I had expected. Time will tell.

So, not a great word count today, but I did finally get going again.

Here’s the damage:
Starting word count: 43,373
Ending word count: 44,523

44,523 / 120000 words
 

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